hey (:

i hope everyone will be happy forever kayy?
dun like me , so sadd everyday .
lol =x i know i'm not the only one .
it just that everything will start all over again .
guys , i'm sorry to get all of you involved .
perphap is just my fault .
i made everything ruin and upside down .
if i hadn't done wad i aren't suppose to be doing .
and stop at a unperfect timing .
that causes misunderstandings. =(

i'm sorry for making you all unhappy .
making all of you involved in unpleasant problems .
i just hope you all could continue to stay happy .
since i started , i think i'm the one who must be stopping it .
so , i should solve those misunderstandings .
and all this above words are truth .
i'm not faking . i dun fake . i never likes to fake .
just wondering why all this have to happen on me .
maybe i did something wrong in the pastlives .

this thing is going to start all over again , i guessed .
done by me . i'm sorry for wad i have done .
i just hate myself for living in this world .
i think i should leave . i'll , one day ...
not now but a few years time,maybe ?
sorry , carissa ,joseph,chunjin,claire and gujuan .
make you all trouble over everything .
perphaps if there weren't me , this thing wouldn't happen at all .

Pohlin - leaving my footsteps here .